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It's almost a year.

From the moment i knew you till this day, i can still say that you are amazing. You are amazing in so many ways that you yourself don't realize it. I admire how humble you are. How kind and generous you can be. How you always prioritize your family. How you never forget your loyalty towards your friends. How you appreciate someone else's deed.

Here i am constantly wondering what is it about me that you see. Here i am doubting myself here and there and i know how much you hate it when i do that. But i will most probably keep wondering anyway about how i can be so damn lucky. No one sees us like how you and i see each other. No one knows exactly what we go through. And i don't really feel like i have to prove anything about us to anyone.. at all. Everything happens for a reason and God has made that very clear. I don't know how far He will take us through this journey together but i hope.. and i really do hope that this thing we have will last.

w

"How foolish it is to think that we love only with our hearts. The heart is just an organ with a job to do, a quota to fill. When I love, I don't want to love with a blood-pumping machine. I want to love with every inch of my body. I will love you with my knees and my fingertips, with my elbows and my collarbones. With my freckles and my knuckles, my wrinkles and my scars. I will love you with all the spaces in between."

perak

The following week, i headed off to Perak with my grandparents plus paksu, Rania and ayah. Haven't travelled with them for awhile now and it was great to finally spend time with ayah. Spent 3 days there at my aunt's new house and we had BBQ on the last night while watching MAS vs THAI hehe it was fun! Went to the Lost World of Tambun! Hahah with my cousins of course. It was a last minute plan and paksu brought us there. We didn't go swim, just visited the pet zoo and.. i must say it was actually fun!! You get to touch almost all the animals! The bird section was the most fun cos you can feed them and if you're lucky, it'll go to your arm just like that if you put it towards them. Paksu was literally a bird magnet!! Even the huge ones came to him. And if you're wondering about those raccoon photos, i took them cos they were so cute!!! It tried to jump over the glass wall and it kept jumping non stop!!! Hehehehe

More about my other trips in the upcoming posts :)

perlis

2 days after SPM ended, i followed Nab and her family back to her hometown in Perlis. I've never been there before so i knew it was gonna be a great experience as i never had a kampung of my own. Stayed with her aunt and we karaoke almost every night!! It was.. crazy. Nab went crazy. Najib disturbed me as usualll, even when he was lying on the mattress..he still managed to find ways to do so :p Everyday there was something  to do!! Went fishing (i caught 3 fishes ok!), shopped at Thai (we went twice), had seafood near the Jeti, had the best ais kacang, ate soooo much, went for Najib's kenduri berkhatan and of course i met him :) So thankful that i had a place to stay and had a productive week at Perlis!

I somehow felt close to everyone there and i even miss Nab's grandparents!! Hehe well, went back home and my routine of eating alot stopped instantly. Hahah cos the food is not the same but it's also because when i'm at home i don't eat alot anyway. And 3 days after that, Nab goes to Berlin.. for 2 months!! Nab, if you are reading this, have fun and enjoy the snow :)

beginning

I didn't know it would be so hard to delete everything. But it's time to make room for the future.