need you

I create unnecessary scenarios in my head. I create unwanted problems. I mess things up. Why do i always do that? I was never this person before. I was never this paranoid. I was never so desperate for your attention.

blind leading the blind

First time both of us joined something like this and i must say, well done to him cos he actually woke up early for it! ;D So it was a 3km walk although he and Darsh insist that it was more than that! Managed to have breakfast right before the walk nearby the Dewan Sivik, PJ. Met Darsh before and after the walk then went to Dr. Cafe for breakfast. It turned out to be a great morning.. and i enjoyed it very much. Thank you for leading me :)

mirror

" The woman is the reflection of her man. "

value

I don't plan to take my time with you now for granted. Every second counts. And i want you to be with me through it all.

mat

Something for us to ponder.

gala dinner

Accompanied ayah to the College of Surgeons Academy of Medicine of Malaysia Gala Dinner last night. I was assigned to record he and his quartet's performance and also to be the photographer :p And so i did.. and i enjoyed myself so much. Not because i was in a room full of professionals, doctors, professors and medical students. Not because i felt like it was amazing to even be in that event. Not because of the motivation i felt after everything ended. It was because i was with my ayah throughout the night. It was because at every person he greeted for a short chat or just to say hi, he would ask me to come over and introduce me as his daughter. His daughter. I felt happy that he acknowledges me. I felt happy that he wants people to know me. And to see his students coming to him and asking how is he doing and all, i finally get to see what he has accomplished as a teacher as well. I never get to know or see these things, simply because i'm not always around him. I feel grateful. So grateful to have him as my ayah.