people

Stereotyped.

People get the wrong idea.

para

Tests coming up next week and i have to start revising. During Bio today, we were surprised by a pop quiz.. as my lecturer called it. Shock of our livesssss cos we didn't revise a single thing! But thankfully it was okay, pheww :p Tomorrow is gonna be a long day as my Wednesdays are always full..

On Sunday night, my dream came true.. as Paggie said it. But i had to correct her as it came true.. again!!! Hehehe

Hari Jubah

Inspiring.

w

You won't find him drinking at the tables
rolling dice and staying out til 3
you won't ever find him being unfaithful

You won't find him trying to chase the devil
for money, fame, for power, out of grief
you won't ever find him where the rest go

When the money's spent and all my friends have vanished

and I can't seem to find no help or love for free

I know there's no need for me to panic

Never in my life have i met someone like him

I'm blown away by his love for me

if you ever wonder where it is you'll find him,

you will find him next to me.

almost

I knowwwww i haven't updated anything at all (if anyone even noticed..) but that's because i've been busy with college especially last month! Classes have started as usual and made quite a number of new friends. I am very grateful and happy with what i have and hope to do the best i could in the months to come. Come to think of it, i only have 9 months left to go!!

So CNY hols are starting soooon and i got no class on Fridayyyy. Woohooo plus tomorrow Phys class cancelled! So.. i get to head home at 2pm and first thing i wanna do is sleeeep. And someone is backkk already! Met him on Sunday and spent the day with his family! Finally had lunch with him yesterday after Phys class somewhere nearby. And hope to be spending abit more time with him before he leaves.. again. Hehe.

Wishing everyone happy holidays and especially to my dearest Chinese friends, Happy Chinese New Year!!

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It's almost a year.

From the moment i knew you till this day, i can still say that you are amazing. You are amazing in so many ways that you yourself don't realize it. I admire how humble you are. How kind and generous you can be. How you always prioritize your family. How you never forget your loyalty towards your friends. How you appreciate someone else's deed.

Here i am constantly wondering what is it about me that you see. Here i am doubting myself here and there and i know how much you hate it when i do that. But i will most probably keep wondering anyway about how i can be so damn lucky. No one sees us like how you and i see each other. No one knows exactly what we go through. And i don't really feel like i have to prove anything about us to anyone.. at all. Everything happens for a reason and God has made that very clear. I don't know how far He will take us through this journey together but i hope.. and i really do hope that this thing we have will last.

w

"How foolish it is to think that we love only with our hearts. The heart is just an organ with a job to do, a quota to fill. When I love, I don't want to love with a blood-pumping machine. I want to love with every inch of my body. I will love you with my knees and my fingertips, with my elbows and my collarbones. With my freckles and my knuckles, my wrinkles and my scars. I will love you with all the spaces in between."

perak

The following week, i headed off to Perak with my grandparents plus paksu, Rania and ayah. Haven't travelled with them for awhile now and it was great to finally spend time with ayah. Spent 3 days there at my aunt's new house and we had BBQ on the last night while watching MAS vs THAI hehe it was fun! Went to the Lost World of Tambun! Hahah with my cousins of course. It was a last minute plan and paksu brought us there. We didn't go swim, just visited the pet zoo and.. i must say it was actually fun!! You get to touch almost all the animals! The bird section was the most fun cos you can feed them and if you're lucky, it'll go to your arm just like that if you put it towards them. Paksu was literally a bird magnet!! Even the huge ones came to him. And if you're wondering about those raccoon photos, i took them cos they were so cute!!! It tried to jump over the glass wall and it kept jumping non stop!!! Hehehehe

More about my other trips in the upcoming posts :)